I am on an emotional roller coaster ride at the moment. The thought of not being able to carry a child is like a knife to the heart. I have been caring for other peoples children in some fashion since I was nine years old.
I always knew that I would grow up and have babies of my own. In fact i've always wanted biological children, as well as adopted children. Now there is a huge possibility that I might not be able to carry a child.
I heard back from the fertility clinic and they suggested that I have the cysts removed before trying to harvest my eggs. But that doesn't seem logical when my Dr is saying he will have to remove the ovaries along with the cyst.
Truth is no one knows what the hell the cysts are and how much of my ovaries are damaged. There is no non-invasive way to find out. I am ready for the surgery, because at least then I will know where I stand.
I have so many questions, that I want answered However they cannot be answered until after surgery.