Tuesday, September 14, 2010
I'm still here drowning in self pity. I should be almost 20 weeks pregnant. By now we would know the sex and I would be starting to show. What should have been a magical time hurts ever so badly.
Before we lost our little bean I had no idea how devastating a miscarriage is. It is the loss of a life. A loss of the.future. A part of that family is forever changed
For so many years i've longed to be a mother. I want to see my belly grow to hear its little heart beat and to feel it kick. I came so so close only to have it taken away.