Thursday, September 16, 2010
As you all know I have endometriosis. As a result of my endo I only have one fallopian tube. I've been having a really hard time since our miscarriage in July. Feeling like a failure unable to carry a baby blah blah blah...
On top of the above today we learned that my husband has a low sp*erm count. Really low.. how on earth did I pregnant? Guess it only takes one.
My OB will no longer treat us. She suggested that hubby make an apt to see a urologist and that we move fwd with a reproductive specialist.
I am at a loss. Is it not bad enough that I have fertility issues and we lost our baby. Now hubby has issues too.
IVF is out of the question right now because of the cost. Insurance covers none of it.
I've given up all faith in the big guy upstairs. Im tired of getting kicked over and over again.
I am not against adoption but still not ready to give up the dream of carrying a baby.