SPOILED!

I was totally spoiled yesterday! Lil' Man and hubby brought me breakfast in bed along with two dozen roses.  After breakfast they give me some cute cards, and a handmade one from school!  Followed by some bubble bath, chocolates, and a bottle of wine.  I think I finally rolled out of bed around noon after getting a foot massage!

We went for a picnic and a golf cart ride.  We played outside in the filed's forever.  Lil' Man would live outside if we let him!

After our outdoor fun, we went to dinner.

Some where in between all of that we visited both my MIL's.   A girl could used to all that pampering.

Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Mothers Day to all of the wonderful Women in my life.  My Sisters, my friends, my family and most importantly my own Mother.

She was there at the beginning
When the world was new to you -
She was there to turn to happy times
Those when, you were hurt or blue.
She was there to listen to your thoughts
And when you asked, to give advice -
She was there to tell you, "Those don't match!"
Or, "Hon, you sure look nice."
She was there with you at nighttime
To help you say your prayers _
She was there to tell you, "It's alright."
When you had a dream that scares.
She was there at morning time
To get you up and out of bed -
She was there when you didn't feel good (or did)
To say, "You'd best stay home, instead."
She was there when you were hungry
And when you had those dirty clothes -
She was there when you needed her
(How she knew? Only heaven knows.)
She was there at the beginning
And she'll be there your whole life through -
She'll be there in your mind and heart
Just like a mother is supposed to do

Angry

So here I thought rages where a thing of the past. We were playing in the back yard last night.  Lil' man was driving the power wheels.  He kept running over the landscaping (on purpose) so I told him he could no longer drive. I told him he could ride in it while one of the other kids drove.  He threw down, hitting, kicking,  screaming and moaning.  I hate it when he moans he's sounds so angry. I tired talking to him but he couldnt hear me. I scooped him up and took him inside before one the neighbors called DFACS.  He was screaming that loud. 

Brining him inside really pissed him off.  I was trying to talk to him, but he was so into his rage he couldn't hear me.  The kid was so angry, he pooped himself.

After 45 minutes of him screaming, and moaning, he finally clamed down.  He was soaking wet with sweat, and so tired.

For the passed month he has been picking on a daily basis. He comes home from school with blood on his clothes. His sheets are permanently stained with blood.

I wonder if its to do with the adoption, or if his meds are no longer working for him.  I hate hate hate, that he has so much anger.

sit on em

Someone came to the door at work the other day.  They were here to pick up some fabric.  I introduced myself.  The lady said "oh you must be the baby sitter"  When P spouted out "Karen is a nanny not a baby sitter.  "she doesn't sit on babies."

Love it

Falling apart

I am falling apart, and i'm not so sure why.  Lately I seem to be getting my words (I just type works instead of words)  mixed up, forgetting dates/times of appointments.  I have re read a few of my posts and some of them don't make any sense.  Yet when I proof read them they make total sense to me.

I am misspelling simple words. I cry over anything, and everything. My face still looks like a pepperoni pizza.  I feel like I am walking around in a fog. 

I don't feel depressed. I have plenty of energy.

What the hell is wrong with me?

blah

Feeling blah, I need some chocolate.

Wild time!

Yesterday we ventured to

We we pulled into the parking lot Lil' Man asked where we were.  I told him we were at a theme park.  He had no idea what was to come.  His little face lit up when we talked inside.

We road rides for several hours, watched a live animal show, before venturing over to the water park

The water park was Lil' Man's fav!

He enjoyed the wave pool, the lazy river, but  his  favorite part was the water slides! 

We live close enough that we can go often, so we bought season passes. A good time was had by all.